YOU'RE MY FRIEND-BECAUSE WE JUST FRIEND

I was going to embrace your shoulders because you were crying

But I just put my hand down

Because I'm a friend, a friend, a friend

I'm just a good friend to you


I want to go to that guy who is hurting you and punch him but

I can't, I can't I can't

Anyway, I can't be anything more than just a friend

 
I want to suddenly hug you, kiss you on the lips

Comfort you, who would be surprised

And be the one who will make you happy

I want to tell you these things but I only clench my fist

Eventually, I can't say those words

Like a coward, I make an excuse for my heart - we're just friends



Because I'm afraid of your obvious rejection

Because we might not be able to even be friends

I love you, I love you, I love you

I hide those words that I want to tell you



If I wait one more day, I wonder if you will look at me

Every time I see you crying

I get so mad that my heart feels like it will burst and cry



Although I hurt as much as you hurt

Although I swallow my tears

I can't go a step closer to you

I deceive my heart saying that we're just friends

And like a fool, I just cry inside

And on the outside, pretending to be a good person,

I just say, we're friends

AKU DAN LANGIT

Entah mengapa hari ini aku begitu merindu,
Merindukan sosok yang dulu pernah ada di hatiku,
Rindu akan rupa wajahnya,
Rindu akan merdu suaranya,
Rindu akan kata-katanya,
Rindu membaca pesan darinya,
Rindu semua yang ada pada dirinya.

Kucoba gunakan radar ku ini,
Berharap kan akan terdeteksi di radar ini,
Berharap kau muncul seketika disini,
Memelukku, atau sekedar membiarkanku bersandar di bahumu.

Namun, baru saja kutegakkan radarku,
Langit mendung seketika,
Hujan turun tidak terduga,
Seolah langit ingin berkata,
"Rindu ini tak seharusnya kau rasakan",
Atau mungkin langit ingin menyampaikan,
"Kan kuwakili air mata kerinduan dan rasa sakit mu itu",
Langit bagai mampu membaca pikiran dan hatiku,
Dan mungkin benar, 
Rasa itu seharusnya memang sudah tidak ada.
Maafkan aku....
Rindu ini salah untukmu.